Katrina Halili's opening statement at the Senate hearing of the Katrina-Hayden sex video:
"Artista po ako. Trabaho ko ang maghatid ng tuwa. Pantasya ng telebisyon at pelikula. Pero tulad ng iba may pribado ring buhay din ako gaya ng lahat. Sa pagkakataong ito. dangal ko at dangal ng pamilya ang pinag uusapan dito. Minahal ko si Hayden. bata ako kaya madaling nalagyan ng piring ang aking mga mata para isisping ako lang ang nagmamay ari ng puso niya. pero gaya ng lahat ng relasyong nagsimula sa kasinunagalingan wala itong pinatunguhan.
I AM AN ACTOR. I WORK TO BRING JOY. I FORM PART OF THE WORLD OF FANTASY ALWAYS SHOWN ON TV AND IN THE MOVIES. BUT JUST LIKE ALL OF US, I HAPPENED TO ALSO HAVE A PRIVATE LIFE. IN THIS SITUATION, IT'S MY FAMILY AND MY OWN DIGNITY THAT'S ON STAKE. I'VE LOVED HAYDEN. I'M STILL YOUNG THAT'S WHY I EASILY FELL OVER THE IDEA WHEN I WAS TOLD "I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO OWNS HAYDEN'S HEART." BUT JUST LIKE ALL RELATIONSHIPS THAT WERE BASED ON LIES, NOTHING GOOD CAME OUT OF THIS RELATIONSHIP.
Wala akong malay na ang bawat yakap at halik ay scripted. Buong-buo kong binigay yung puso at ang kaluluwa ko sa isang lalaking gumagawa pala ng sariling pelikula. Ang tanga ko. Imbes na doktor, direktor pala. Inaamin ko ang pagkakamali ko. Ang pagkakamali ko ay minahal ko siya. At naniwala ako na minahal nya rin ako ng lubusan.
I WAS JUST SO STUPID NOT TO REALIZE THAT ALL THE KISSES AND HUGS WERE JUST FOR A SHOW, JUST LIKE FOLLOWING A SCRIPT. I'VE GIVEN EVERYTHING I HAD TO A MAN WHO I FOUND OUT HAS BEEN MAKING HIS OWN MOVIES, UNKNOWINGLY MAKING ME FOLLOW HIS OWN SCRIPT. JUST SO MUCH OF A STUPID PERSON THAT I TURNED OUT TO BE. I THOUGHT HE WAS A MEDICAL DOCTOR, BUT HE TURNED OUT TO BE ACTUALLY A FILM DIRECTOR. I'VE ADMITTED MAKING MISTAKES. I'VE MISTAKEN TERRIBLY TO HAVE LOVED HIM. NAIVELY, I'VE ALSO MADE TO BELIEVE THAT HE HAS LOVED ME THAT MUCH.
Ako raw ang prinsesa niya sa ikalawa niyang mundo. Bata po ako madali niya ako napaniwala. Ako ang biktima rito. Araw-araw biktima ako habang pinapanood ang nasabing video. Hangad ko po ang hustisya at hukuman kahit alam kong habang buhay ko nang dadalhin ang ginawa sa akin.
I WAS MADE TO BELIEVE BY HIM THAT I'M HIS PRINCESS IN HIS HIDDEN, PRIVATE WORLD. I'M STILL SO YOUNG SUCH THAT HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF IT TO MAKE ME BELIEVE WHAT HE WAS TELLING. WE ALL NEED TO SEE THAT I WAS THE ONE GROSSLY TAKEN ADVANTAGED HERE; I'M ACTUALLY THE VICTIM HERE. I BECOME A VICTIM EVERY TIME THIS VIDEO GETS SHOWN. I SEEK FOR JUSTICE AND FOR A FAIR JUDGMENT EVEN THOUGH I REALIZE I'LL HAVE THIS BURDEN OF A LOAD THE REST OF MY LIFE.
Patay na ako pero may video pa rin at may Internet. Dalawa lang kasong sinampa ko sa pambababoy na ginawa sa akin sa pagkatao ko. Gusto ko siyang matanggalan ng lisensiya bilang doktor. Wala siyang karapatan maging doktor. Gusto ko rin siyang makulong at pagdusahan niya ang ginawa niya sa akin.
I CAN SEE THAT EVEN UPON MY DEATH, VIDEOS AND THE INTERNET WILL STILL BE AROUND. I'VE GOT TWO CASES FILED AGAINST HIM FOR MALIGNING MY DIGNITY. I WANT HIM TO LOSE HIS LICENSE TO PRACTICE MEDICINE. HE HAS NO RIGHT AT ALL TO PRACTICE MEDICINE. I WANT HIM JAILED, AND FEEL MISERABLE ON WHAT HE DID TO ME.
Pero ano pong iginanti nila. Kasama ni Hayden ang kanyang ina. Sari-saring paninira ang binato nila sa akin at sa mga taong tumutulong sa akin. Inabuso na ako at binaboy ako pa ang may sala. Inabuso na nga ako sa sex video. Inaabuso pa rin ako sa sex video, inaabuso pa ako muli sa publiko.
BUT WHAT HAVE THEY DONE IN TURN TO GET EVEN AGAINST ME. WITH HIS MOM, THEY'VE ORCHESTRATED LIES AGAINST ME AND THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ASSISTING, SUPPORTING ME. I'VE BEEN ABUSED AND MALIGNED, AND YET I WAS MADE TO LOOK LIKE I WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THE GRAVE MISTAKE TO HAVE WILLINGLY PLAYED IN GAME INVOLVED IN THESE ISSUES. THEY'VE ABUSED ME IN THOSE VIDEOS, AND THEY STILL CONTINUE TO MALIGN WHATEVER REMAINS IN MY DIGNITY BEFORE EVERYONE ELSE IN PUBLIC.
And issue dito ay pang-aabuso sa kababaihan. Ang pambababoy sa akin at sa iba pang biktima ni Hayden. Sa kultura po natin habang buhay na latay sa pagkatao ko ang ginawa sa akin. May ina din po ako na nasasaktan. Araw-araw na nagdurusa. May anak o kapatid din po kayo na babae. Ayaw din nyo mangyari sa kanila ang sinapit ko.
THE ISSUE HERE IS MAINLY ABOUT ABUSE OF WOMEN. THE ABUSE HAYDEN INFLICTED ON ME AS WELL AS ALL THE OTHER WOMEN IN THOSE SEX VIDEOS. IN PHILIPPINE CULTURE, THESE ARE SEEN TO BE A BURDEN TO BE CARRIED THE REST OF THE LIVES OF WOMEN WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED. I ALSO HAVE A MOM WHO GETS HURTS HERSELF. SHE SUFFERS MISERABLY EVERYDAY. YOU MAY ALSO HAVE SISTERS OR DAUGHTERS YOURSELVES. YOU CERTAINLY DON'T DESIRE THESE INDIGNITIES HAPPENING TO THEM AS THEY HAVE HAPPENED TO ME.
Sana ipagpatuloy ng Senado at madaliin ang pagsusulong ng mga batas na may layuning itaguyod ang karapatan at proteksyon para sa aming kababaihan dahil iba na ang ginagamit na panggagahasa at pambababoy sa karapatan ng kababaihan. Sa Intenet, sa blogs, DVDs at iba pa.
I PRAY THAT THE AUGUST MEMBERS OF THE SENATE WILL CONTINUE WORKING AND PASS IN NO TIME AT ALL THESE LAWS THAT WILL STRENGTHEN AND PROTECT WOMEN'S RIGHTS. ABUSERS ARE NOW USING NEW TECHNOLOGIES TO PERPETRATE WOMEN'S ABUSE. THEY NOW USE, AMONG OTHERS, THE INTERNET, BLOGS, DVDS.
Nabiktima ako. Isa ako sa maraming babaeng naloko at niloko ni Hayden Kho. Pero may hangganan ang katangahan. At sa araw na ito buong loob na humaharap sa inyo na puno ng respeto sa sarili. Ilalaban ko ang aking karapatan ng mabuhay ng marangal, ng walang takot at malayo sa karanasang inabot ko dahil sa sex video.
I'VE BEEN VICTIMIZED HERE. I'M ONE OF THE MANY WOMEN THAT HAYDEN KHO HAVE FOOLED AND ABUSED. BUT THIS CYCLE OF ABUSE HAS TO END. TODAY, I FACE EVERYONE HERE WITH DIGNITY, AND SELF RESPECT. I'LL FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT TO LIVE WITH DIGNITY, WITHOUT FEAR OF RECRIMINATION, AND WILL GET AWAY FROM THE ILL EFFECTS I'VE HAD EVER SINCE THOSE VIDEOS BECAME AVAILABLE IN PUBLIC.
Sana po sa publiko itigil na po natin ang pagtangkilik sa mga sex videos at malalaswang panoorin. Kung walang tumatangkilik wala rin din pong gagawa ng mga sex video. Sana po ang pangalang Katrina Halili na lang ang huling sa mga sex videos. Sana po wala ng susunod pa. Salamat po.
I PRAY EVERYONE IN PUBLIC WILL KEEP AWAY FROM SUPPORTING, BUYING THOSE SEX VIDEOS, THOSE FILMS THAT ONLY PORTRAY WHAT'S UGLY AND DEMEANING. I FULLY UNDERSTAND THAT NO ONE WILL CONTINUE PRODUCING THEM IF NO ONE WILL BUY THEM. I PRAY THAT MY NAME WILL BE THE LAST NAME THAT WILL EVER APPEAR IN SUCH GROSSLY-MADE SEX VIDEOS IF SUCH THRASH WILL EVER BE PRODUCED AGAIN. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
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(Anong sey n'yo? Hehehe...)
I AM AN ACTOR. I WORK TO BRING JOY. I FORM PART OF THE WORLD OF FANTASY ALWAYS SHOWN ON TV AND IN THE MOVIES. BUT JUST LIKE ALL OF US, I HAPPENED TO ALSO HAVE A PRIVATE LIFE. IN THIS SITUATION, IT'S MY FAMILY AND MY OWN DIGNITY THAT'S ON STAKE. I'VE LOVED HAYDEN. I'M STILL YOUNG THAT'S WHY I EASILY FELL OVER THE IDEA WHEN I WAS TOLD "I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO OWNS HAYDEN'S HEART." BUT JUST LIKE ALL RELATIONSHIPS THAT WERE BASED ON LIES, NOTHING GOOD CAME OUT OF THIS RELATIONSHIP.
Wala akong malay na ang bawat yakap at halik ay scripted. Buong-buo kong binigay yung puso at ang kaluluwa ko sa isang lalaking gumagawa pala ng sariling pelikula. Ang tanga ko. Imbes na doktor, direktor pala. Inaamin ko ang pagkakamali ko. Ang pagkakamali ko ay minahal ko siya. At naniwala ako na minahal nya rin ako ng lubusan.
I WAS JUST SO STUPID NOT TO REALIZE THAT ALL THE KISSES AND HUGS WERE JUST FOR A SHOW, JUST LIKE FOLLOWING A SCRIPT. I'VE GIVEN EVERYTHING I HAD TO A MAN WHO I FOUND OUT HAS BEEN MAKING HIS OWN MOVIES, UNKNOWINGLY MAKING ME FOLLOW HIS OWN SCRIPT. JUST SO MUCH OF A STUPID PERSON THAT I TURNED OUT TO BE. I THOUGHT HE WAS A MEDICAL DOCTOR, BUT HE TURNED OUT TO BE ACTUALLY A FILM DIRECTOR. I'VE ADMITTED MAKING MISTAKES. I'VE MISTAKEN TERRIBLY TO HAVE LOVED HIM. NAIVELY, I'VE ALSO MADE TO BELIEVE THAT HE HAS LOVED ME THAT MUCH.
Ako raw ang prinsesa niya sa ikalawa niyang mundo. Bata po ako madali niya ako napaniwala. Ako ang biktima rito. Araw-araw biktima ako habang pinapanood ang nasabing video. Hangad ko po ang hustisya at hukuman kahit alam kong habang buhay ko nang dadalhin ang ginawa sa akin.
I WAS MADE TO BELIEVE BY HIM THAT I'M HIS PRINCESS IN HIS HIDDEN, PRIVATE WORLD. I'M STILL SO YOUNG SUCH THAT HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF IT TO MAKE ME BELIEVE WHAT HE WAS TELLING. WE ALL NEED TO SEE THAT I WAS THE ONE GROSSLY TAKEN ADVANTAGED HERE; I'M ACTUALLY THE VICTIM HERE. I BECOME A VICTIM EVERY TIME THIS VIDEO GETS SHOWN. I SEEK FOR JUSTICE AND FOR A FAIR JUDGMENT EVEN THOUGH I REALIZE I'LL HAVE THIS BURDEN OF A LOAD THE REST OF MY LIFE.
Patay na ako pero may video pa rin at may Internet. Dalawa lang kasong sinampa ko sa pambababoy na ginawa sa akin sa pagkatao ko. Gusto ko siyang matanggalan ng lisensiya bilang doktor. Wala siyang karapatan maging doktor. Gusto ko rin siyang makulong at pagdusahan niya ang ginawa niya sa akin.
I CAN SEE THAT EVEN UPON MY DEATH, VIDEOS AND THE INTERNET WILL STILL BE AROUND. I'VE GOT TWO CASES FILED AGAINST HIM FOR MALIGNING MY DIGNITY. I WANT HIM TO LOSE HIS LICENSE TO PRACTICE MEDICINE. HE HAS NO RIGHT AT ALL TO PRACTICE MEDICINE. I WANT HIM JAILED, AND FEEL MISERABLE ON WHAT HE DID TO ME.
Pero ano pong iginanti nila. Kasama ni Hayden ang kanyang ina. Sari-saring paninira ang binato nila sa akin at sa mga taong tumutulong sa akin. Inabuso na ako at binaboy ako pa ang may sala. Inabuso na nga ako sa sex video. Inaabuso pa rin ako sa sex video, inaabuso pa ako muli sa publiko.
BUT WHAT HAVE THEY DONE IN TURN TO GET EVEN AGAINST ME. WITH HIS MOM, THEY'VE ORCHESTRATED LIES AGAINST ME AND THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ASSISTING, SUPPORTING ME. I'VE BEEN ABUSED AND MALIGNED, AND YET I WAS MADE TO LOOK LIKE I WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THE GRAVE MISTAKE TO HAVE WILLINGLY PLAYED IN GAME INVOLVED IN THESE ISSUES. THEY'VE ABUSED ME IN THOSE VIDEOS, AND THEY STILL CONTINUE TO MALIGN WHATEVER REMAINS IN MY DIGNITY BEFORE EVERYONE ELSE IN PUBLIC.
And issue dito ay pang-aabuso sa kababaihan. Ang pambababoy sa akin at sa iba pang biktima ni Hayden. Sa kultura po natin habang buhay na latay sa pagkatao ko ang ginawa sa akin. May ina din po ako na nasasaktan. Araw-araw na nagdurusa. May anak o kapatid din po kayo na babae. Ayaw din nyo mangyari sa kanila ang sinapit ko.
THE ISSUE HERE IS MAINLY ABOUT ABUSE OF WOMEN. THE ABUSE HAYDEN INFLICTED ON ME AS WELL AS ALL THE OTHER WOMEN IN THOSE SEX VIDEOS. IN PHILIPPINE CULTURE, THESE ARE SEEN TO BE A BURDEN TO BE CARRIED THE REST OF THE LIVES OF WOMEN WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED. I ALSO HAVE A MOM WHO GETS HURTS HERSELF. SHE SUFFERS MISERABLY EVERYDAY. YOU MAY ALSO HAVE SISTERS OR DAUGHTERS YOURSELVES. YOU CERTAINLY DON'T DESIRE THESE INDIGNITIES HAPPENING TO THEM AS THEY HAVE HAPPENED TO ME.
Sana ipagpatuloy ng Senado at madaliin ang pagsusulong ng mga batas na may layuning itaguyod ang karapatan at proteksyon para sa aming kababaihan dahil iba na ang ginagamit na panggagahasa at pambababoy sa karapatan ng kababaihan. Sa Intenet, sa blogs, DVDs at iba pa.
I PRAY THAT THE AUGUST MEMBERS OF THE SENATE WILL CONTINUE WORKING AND PASS IN NO TIME AT ALL THESE LAWS THAT WILL STRENGTHEN AND PROTECT WOMEN'S RIGHTS. ABUSERS ARE NOW USING NEW TECHNOLOGIES TO PERPETRATE WOMEN'S ABUSE. THEY NOW USE, AMONG OTHERS, THE INTERNET, BLOGS, DVDS.
Nabiktima ako. Isa ako sa maraming babaeng naloko at niloko ni Hayden Kho. Pero may hangganan ang katangahan. At sa araw na ito buong loob na humaharap sa inyo na puno ng respeto sa sarili. Ilalaban ko ang aking karapatan ng mabuhay ng marangal, ng walang takot at malayo sa karanasang inabot ko dahil sa sex video.
I'VE BEEN VICTIMIZED HERE. I'M ONE OF THE MANY WOMEN THAT HAYDEN KHO HAVE FOOLED AND ABUSED. BUT THIS CYCLE OF ABUSE HAS TO END. TODAY, I FACE EVERYONE HERE WITH DIGNITY, AND SELF RESPECT. I'LL FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT TO LIVE WITH DIGNITY, WITHOUT FEAR OF RECRIMINATION, AND WILL GET AWAY FROM THE ILL EFFECTS I'VE HAD EVER SINCE THOSE VIDEOS BECAME AVAILABLE IN PUBLIC.
Sana po sa publiko itigil na po natin ang pagtangkilik sa mga sex videos at malalaswang panoorin. Kung walang tumatangkilik wala rin din pong gagawa ng mga sex video. Sana po ang pangalang Katrina Halili na lang ang huling sa mga sex videos. Sana po wala ng susunod pa. Salamat po.
I PRAY EVERYONE IN PUBLIC WILL KEEP AWAY FROM SUPPORTING, BUYING THOSE SEX VIDEOS, THOSE FILMS THAT ONLY PORTRAY WHAT'S UGLY AND DEMEANING. I FULLY UNDERSTAND THAT NO ONE WILL CONTINUE PRODUCING THEM IF NO ONE WILL BUY THEM. I PRAY THAT MY NAME WILL BE THE LAST NAME THAT WILL EVER APPEAR IN SUCH GROSSLY-MADE SEX VIDEOS IF SUCH THRASH WILL EVER BE PRODUCED AGAIN. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
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(Anong sey n'yo? Hehehe...)
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